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June 15 2017


“your art is god”

someone said this to me and it’s very sweet and pretentious and i’m glad i have ppl like that in my life

Being in love was like running barefoot along a street covered with broken bottles. It was foolhardy, and if you got through it without damage it was only by sheer luck. It was like taking off your clothes at lunchtime in a bank. It let people think they knew something about you that you didn’t know about them, it gave them power over you. It made you visible, soft, penetrable; it made you ludicrous.
— Margaret Atwood, Bodily Harm (via heresay)
When I sleepwalk into your room, and pick you up, and hold you in the moonlight, you cling to me hard, as if clinging could save us.
I think you think I will never die, I think I exude to you the permanence of smoke or stars even as my broken arms heal themselves around you.
— Galway Kinnell (via 5000letters)
I’m always soft for you, that’s the problem. You could come knocking on my door five years from now and I would open my arms wider and say ‘come here, it’s been too long, it felt like home with you.’
My Heart is Full of Open Windows by Azra Tabassum (via words-you-love)
Reposted byTokyoMEWS TokyoMEWS

hello, i’m searching for words to soothe my soul

May 21 2017

my heart is broken and that’s okay

May 20 2017

i would like to run away but i am too inebriated to do so

my family and i all cried at my brothers graduation party tonight and it was gay

apparently the girl i’m in love with told my friend she was in love with me while they were both drunk, but she has a boyfriend and i want to cry

May 16 2017

i can’t go six hours without smoking and i can’t sit still in class and i’m not focused on memorizing my lines or my film stuff or the show i’m directing or my family or homework or fuckin graduation
i’m going through the motions, i’m just not performing well and that’s okay. doesn’t mean i can’t start performing well

im functioning but not welll

May 15 2017

that pervasive feeling of wanting to die? not so pervasive anymore

May 14 2017

i feel like i’ve failed

even though that’s so fucking irrational because i do have friends and i’m constantly out with them or in contact with them yet i still feel so alone

i turn 18 soon and i’m too scared to have a birthday party because i think no one will come unless there’s alcohol, like who would come over just to celebrate my birthday like that doesn’t seem plausible

honestly life is really hard and i might not graduate and i’m just trying
i had today off and i only wrote two pages and then continuously took more and more of an edible throughout the day

May 08 2017


okay the scene in almost adults where they’re both texting levi on the fire escape is incredibly obnoxious and who thought that was a good idea

i cant even plot

honestly guys i think i have lost all will, or capability,  to write

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